Shattered Frame
I am writing this to say I am a man who is being broken everyday by God he is making me new and its a great thing but it also hurts. I am learning more and more about myself each day as well as him. I have seen a lot of things I do that show me I am a sinner but also I see the things that show me I am his creation that he loves which is making me more transparent. I am open now I used to be afraid to show people who or what I was about but now I am all out like I should have been in the beginning! I have grown so much but I can also say I fear somethings at times like, doing music,sharing my talents with the word or people I know. I sometimes fear the spotlight so I sometimes hold back when doing it. I fear that if I do get big how will people really take it? But after talking to some close friends they told me it doesn’t matter what others think its about God and what he wants from us. When that was said to me I finally got it and my writing and how I approach things have changed so much, I haven’t released or done anything after Falling Up but I do have stuff coming to me. As I stated in my last post though I will be taking a hiatus I really still need it! Each day I am being chipped down and built up like I said in the post earlier I am appreciating each day I am given when I wake up I give thanks as well as before I go to bed. And all through the day I am seeing Gods beauty as I move. Like I said I am a shattered man who is being pieced back together I know all the right things are going my way as I receive his grace and mercy each day! I just wanted to give you all an update on what is happening I will try to get to this on a more regular basis
Peace & Blessings
M.P.
Matthew 5:6
Hiatus (Break Time)
Hello everyone who is reading this or who isn’t I am just here to say that I am taking a break from music well just as far as me doing mixtapes or albums. I will still feature on things when asked as well as doing some more music videos and live performances. But as far anything else it is a no go right now I am in a content spot with music until I get in deeper with God because I want to be taken to another level with him before I put anything else out. I also just want to just be more involved with God and my campus ministry I want God to use me fully so I may gain more experiences and feel his love even more. I want to use all I learn for the next project also which is entitled “The Transition” which also goes with me want to gain more and grow. So this is my little thought on why you might not hear any new music from me for a little bit it is because I am focusing more on God, His People, and going deeper within him.
Peace & Blessing
M.P.
Matthew 5:6
Falling Up
Artwork done by: Paul Hausch
I have finished working on a new project which is entitled “Falling Up: The Mistake Of Gravity & Sin” I plan on releasing it late August no later then the first couple of weeks of September. The reason for the name is basically we want to fall up to heaven but yet our mistake is that we sin which holds us down (Gravity) and I am trying to portray that in songs that some of these things hold us down but we can still shake that weight off of us. But the only way to fall up is to accept Jesus he will take the Sin (Gravity) off of you. Now this isn’t a beat you over the head with just scripture or just Jesus my Jesus, Jesus or your going to hell type of music. There is a mixture of such as wanting the limelight and doing anything to get it or decisions that we make to think we are bettering ourselves and a whole lot more. I even write from different points of views or tell you about people who lost it all but still trust in God this album is def something I have put my heart into. I selected all the beats from soundclick, I will not say they are mine but they are all different no beat sounds the same. All the lyrics you hear are written by me except for the couple of features I have on there like my bro Quentin or simply Q and my other bro Xavier aka Klassic. I pray that you enjoy this when it drops and it opens your heart up to who God is and what Jesus did for us.
M.P.
Matthew 5:6
Seasons
I will be positing during all the seasons of growth and suffering that I go through because I want you all to see my life as I go forward in my relationship with God, in Music Ministry, School and many other things. So right now I am in a season where I am depending on God but also receiving many of his blessings at the same time some of you know and others don’t know but I am a CHRISTIAN and I am not going to hide it at all. I also do music I consider myself and artist not just a rapper and well this is because everyone is a “rapper” but I don’t just do music I love art, photography, fashion and many other things. Now just because I claimed my faith it DOESN’T make me any better then you just getting that out now because I struggle just like you in life. Now back to what I was saying this past season has been crazy for me I have had a lot going on for me in the past couple months it has been good but also hard for me. I have been pursing God harder then I have ever before because I want to be engulfed in him and want my life to reflect his plain and simple. But I do struggle because it’s not just something that can happen over night I am trying to get in his word and prayer more but I do sometimes struggle with it but am getting better with it. I tried to blame it on other things but its really just me making excuses because in the end I know God makes everything better. I am working at becoming a better leader that was also something I struggled with because I used to feel I wasn’t adequate enough to be one to lead others. But I thank my support system in the ministry who saw me as one and keep me accountable and always check on me because like I said its been rough for me. I recently lost my great uncle on the 18th of may but I know he made it to heaven because I learned he was saved that was something I was struggling with but once I found out I was relieved. But I can’t lie it has taken a toll because I haven’t really sat down to mourn I have been traveling so much doing music ministry and meeting people. But I know that God is there and it’s comforting me as I hit the road I think of my uncle and say a prayer and tell him to watch over me. That’s just some of my struggles and me depending on God to take care of the season but on to better news. I have been doing a lot more things musically I just shot a video which should be out very soon! I have also completed my next project called “Falling Up: The Mistake Of Gravity & Sin” should be out later this summer. I have also been getting a lot of offers to do performances and a few features for interviews. My biggest one to date is coming one June 30th in Fon Du Lac Wisconsin I will be performing at 14:23 Fest it’s pretty dope and I am honored to spread the Gospel through rap music. I also recently did a block party where a couple girls lost their life tragically to suicide it was very sad but also touching as I saw others come others come out to support and show love to one another and also saw some great artist’s worship God with their performances too. It was good I helped spark some interests in God that day so I know God is at least working through me which is a true blessing I feel for me to help some of those people. I am also just working with some other people on a lot of great things that are coming God is definitely moving right now in my life during these seasons well this is all I have to say for now.
Peace & Blessings-
M.P.
Matthew 5:6
